captainkink | [OOC] State of the Union + Drop Meme

Oz Vesalius
IC - I spoke to Gil-mun about this. After the amount of crap and stuff that's happened to Oz, he's taken a sort of turn of the worst. He's numbed himself to the point where he's like, "I don't care if I get screwed over, that's normal!". So he's going about his own way, acting all cheery when really, deep inside he is a constant :|.
OOC - Oz is safe. I'm proud of the way his development rolls and I can make sense of it as well as incorporate stuff from newer chapters. PH is my forever canon and I will never let goooooooo. I have an amazing cast and I'm really sort of waiting for an Elliot to come and kick Oz back into his sense. But yeah, he's good! He'll need a shaking up at some point, but that can come in due time.
Likelihood of dropping - 0/10 -> will skyrocket if Gil and/of Alice dropped. Because it's wearing him down.

Haruka
IC - He's been in camp for a fair amount of time now (nearing two years?) and he's sort of ambivalent. He still wants to go home and uncover the rest of his past (and finish dealing with Raikou that bastard!!), but he also knows that Kantarou loves camp so he'll never actually bring it up. And he has people in camp, even if he gets a little shaken when they leave, so he's pretty zen on his outlook right now.
OOC - When I redid his icons, it totally revitalized my play in him. But after that, I sort of play him in bursts. I need to find a way to renew his account too, but I can manage on 15 icons. He's really easy for me to play and I'm not entirely sure what I want to do with his development! I feel like there's some kind of wrench I should throw into his life but I'm coming up blank as to what. Maybe I need him badtouched more? WHAT TO DO?
Likelihood - 4/10 -> again, will skyrocket if Kantarou dropped.

Dean Winchester
IC - Dean's not doing so well. While Demon!Dean didn't shake him up all that much, talking to Sam did. Sam talking in a defeatist manner freaked Dean out (and I have canon to back me up here!! Thank you 5x16). Dean doesn't like to believe they're right, he wants to believe there's another way and he wants Sam to believe in him. To be by his side and the fact that Sam was doubting their mission right now set him on edge. He is not a happy Winchester.
OOC - Hahaha. No. I had a few shaky moments with him last week and the week before, but even so, I would never, ever, ever drop Dean. I love him so much and there's so much I can do with him, ranging from angst to crack to just pure awesome. And I'm very proud of my play with Dean and I have invested so much in his character and his development, I don't think I could ever let him go.
Likelihood - 0/10 -> if Sam drops (which is never) 9/10.

Casshern
IC - Casshern has a garden. He has a boyfriend. He has friends. This is like. Paradise! He still lost Lyuze though, a pain he's harboured close to himself and something he just. Doesn't want to talk about. Because he really loved her deeply and her last moments made him unsure of what he should be doing with himself now that she's gone. And constantly, he thinks of Luna and what should be done about her.
OOC - I get the feeling that Casshern will be dropped soon. I've done pretty much everything I ever wanted to do with him and more. He's settled, his story is almost done, I feel it is time! I'm not sure when but it'll happen in the near future. I'm not upset about it either. He had a way better run than I ever expected from him.
Likelihood - 10/10 at some point.

Yui Ikari
IC - :)
OOC - Ahh, problem child. I'm not sure what to do with her! Her development is tied up so neatly in canon that I have no way of... really expanding on it! I'm not saying she's one-dimensional, but her priorities are rather....fixed! So. I don't know! But I love her threads with Gendo. I just. I'm not sure if anyone really cares much for her save me.
Likelihood - 8/10 -> if Gendo dropped, she is so gone.

Tokage
IC - Tokage is restless and turning rather fatalistic. She wants to go home, she wants to find her death, being in camp is prolonging that and worst off, she can't find anyone in camp who can help her with her problem. So she turns on the bickering and the teasing and the intensity up a little more because she's just that tired.
OOC - I loooooove Tokage, but I never expected to keep her this long. I'm surprised I still have her! I'm a little at a loss what to do with her, but I want to wait until her canon is scanlated before I decide what to do with her. I still enjoy her threads and relationships, but I feel they are getting a little stale and weird. She's a character that can be tricky to pin down (since her interactions are limited to Shinobu and the old man in the manga).
Likelihood - 6/10 -> if Shinobu dropped, she is gone.

Leto Atreides the II
IC - Leto is having a blast. He has his "people" which he keeps an eye out for, a few uncomfortable moments with jesuses and a general troll to the public.
OOC - My baby ;; I love him so much, I'm so secure with his voice it scares me! He's a magical woobie jesus tyrant! But he has accumulated some amazing relationships with character development. I can do pretty much anything! Sometimes, I worry if I godmode a little too much, but he's just so much of a joy to play. I could never drop him, neverrrrrrrr. I could talk about Leto forever, his canon, his mentality, everything. I even reread God Emperor of Dune recently.
Likelihood - 0/10

Merlin
IC - Merlin is. Not good. Emiri left and Emiri was Merlin's closest friend and confidant. He wants someone to talk to, just sort of let things out but right now there is no one he could do that with! Not to mention that love-goo incident just sort of made things with Arthur and Morgana ten times more uncomfortable to deal with. He's just really upset and tired.
OOC - So I debated dropping Merlin for like. Ten minutes and just gave up. I love Merlin and I love playing him and I have an awesome cast to play him off whenever I feel a little insecure in his voice. I need to play him a little more, but he's so safe.
Likelihood - 2/10 -> if Arthur dropped, idk if I would keep Merlin. I'm not sure if he could handle that again.

James T. Kirk.
IC - Kirk was a little upset with the fact that Bones got to leave, and he couldn't. So he got cranky about that for a while, but bounced back. Because that's what he does! Then his birthday came around, but it wasn't as bad as it usually as since he had ~people~ and it felt... good! It was a good experience for him and he really ...appreciated everyone who looked out for him. So he'll bounce back again.
OOC - Not in a million years. I just got the novel from Klavier and it had some nice extra stuff on Kirk's feelings, the take on the Kobayashi Maru, flirting with Cupcake, his intense fear of being sent back to Iowa, some stuff on George etc. I loved it. I love him so much. I can do pretty much whatever I want with Kirk, ranging from srs to making posts on asking people whether he was a lesbian. SERIOUSLY.

Also. Kirk admits in the novels that he's not sure every person he's banged is humanoid. What a winner.
Likelihood - In the negatives.

Yuri Lowell
IC - Rolls like a rolling stone. Well, okay, there was the whole argument he had with Flynn that he just sort of threw his hands up in the air and was like okay fine we'll play it your way for now. He hasn't changed all that much, but he's certainly a little more accepting than he was before.
OOC - Yuri Lowell is such an easy voice for me I sometimes wonder if I'm doing it wrong. He shouldn't be so easy to play but he is. And I have a fab cast and great relationships! I do feel I need a canon recap but really, I feel very happy with Yuri's play.
Likelihood - 0/10

Koutake Haruki
IC - I already did a state of the union up on his journal.
OOC - Despite the latest chapter, it clinched a lot of my headcanon thoughts for Haruki and now I feel I can play him without questioning myself all the time. I get that at the beginning, he appears a strict, somewhat boring character, but I'm trying to let things slip into my play (his insecurity! His loneliness! His issues so to speak) to sort of foreshadow what's going to happen to him in canon. I'm actually... enjoying it :)
Likelihood - 1/10 -> I don't think this will change, even if cast suddenly dropped :x

George Sands
IC - ahh camp ahh weirdoes ahhh how can we be normal??? Okay, I'll be serious. George being in a place like camp isn't something he sees as a positive thing. He sees it as a sort of slap in the place. Look at these weirdos, George, you belong with them!! thoughts have been entering his head which is why he tends to be a lot snappier and rude to everything that's unusual here. He doesn't want to be grouped with camp, he wants to be normal, he wants to be human.
OOC - My other problem child. I love George, but I'm not sure I love playing him. I dunno, he tends to tire me out (no more posting with him! I just. Can never pick up) and I still feel shaky on his voice. The problem is when I got him, I fell sick. And normally, when I get a new character, I need to play them a lot that week otherwise it doesn't work out! So right now, I am derping on him a lot and sort of sitting on my hands. I'll review S1 a bit and then decide if it's really worth keeping him or just let someone else play him.
Likelihood - 8/10 :(

Me - I'm taking a not!hiatus this week, going to clear my head and whatnot and try to focus on my RL. I need to figure out how to pay for half of my accounts that are expiring. I've been very meh about myself and my playing abilities lately, which is odd because I rarely give it that much thought (If I have fun, that's what matters!!!11). But lately, I feel rather sub-par. So, a nice break will help and just chilling with myself might help me out. I'll try and pick up my threads, but I'll be slow.

[OOC] State of the Union + Drop Meme

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