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[captainkink]

[for my into darkness needs]

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[trickor]

[chuckles, humorless]

Oh no, Captain. Not me.

[captainkink]

Bullshit.

[trickor]

You question my word?

[captainkink]

No, Loki. I'm questioning your logic.

[trickor]

It isn't a matter of logic.

[captainkink]

Then what is it, Loki? In case you haven't forgotten, I'm mortal. I'm a Captain. I get that all this time, I thought I was avoiding the idea of dying, but I can't do that anymore.

[trickor]

I can't forget your humanity. Do you not think I would if I could?

[captainkink]

Then accept it!

[trickor]

No.

[captainkink]

...

[trickor]

...

[captainkink]

[getting out of bed, planting his feet on the ground]

[trickor]

[watches, eyes narrow]

[captainkink]

[he doesn't say anything, walking slowly]

[trickor]

Where are you going?

[captainkink]

Nowhere. I'm going to walk until I drop. Then I'll wake up and do it again. For every single time I go, I'm going to get up until I can't do it anymore.

[trickor]

Why?

[captainkink]

Because that's the only thing I can do.

Loki, it's the only thing I've got.

[trickor]

[holds out a hand towards]

Come back to bed. Please.

[captainkink]

And then what?

[trickor]

Captain, please.

[captainkink]

And then what, Loki? What happens to us, what happens to me?

[trickor]

[on his feet now]

Us.

[captainkink]

You heard me.

[he's shaking so badly but managing to stay upright]

[trickor]

I--

I don't know.